let's looking in on america's perfect family

The Johngers I just look at their amazing life

safe secure jobs, social respect

and admiration?, a growing family, ???

humanal cars and a good made kitchen

yes the Johngers are living proof that if we are willing

to follow the same trusted paths

what?! how do we ever by end to that myth

since we have been young we have

been indacturated to follow a prescribe formuler

have to get degree

to get the best job that you can

the white picked fans

the big screen tv

2.5 kids

the bape, the boat, the box, the job, the 6 figures

work for 40-50 years and then retire

I did all of the things that were expected of me

that the expends my dreams

every monday i would walk on the beach

and put my ipod in

and just wonder what was wrong with me

I got it like I look up at the beach

i have a great job, all this money, I'm so lucky right now

and yet I'm freaking miserable

and i was on a run 3 to 4 days a week

and i just remember thinking I didn't sign up to be a single parent

every single day i would come home and i would tell about --- like

I cannot do this anymore, I cannot do this, I can't do this anymore

you climb the ladder and you get to the top and realise you haven't

against the wrong wall

i didn't even know what the right wall was

and I'm 32 and I feel like that I should have that figured out

people do this kind of quiet desperation they wish things were different

they need life to shake them and they wake the <b>*</b> up

this is not the way you have got to live

there is something better out there

it's only when you start making choices for yourself

that you have been lived your own dream

instead of the american dream

I ---- but I would not know what it would be like if this happenned

i don't know what's around the corner for me

i have never been ?? and not knowing