[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:01.26,0:00:05.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,let's looking in on america's perfect family Dialogue: 0,0:00:05.42,0:00:09.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The Johngers I just look at their amazing life Dialogue: 0,0:00:09.81,0:00:12.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,safe secure jobs, social respect Dialogue: 0,0:00:12.92,0:00:15.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and admiration?, a growing family, ??? Dialogue: 0,0:00:15.91,0:00:20.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,humanal cars and a good made kitchen Dialogue: 0,0:00:20.92,0:00:25.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,yes the Johngers are living proof that if we are willing Dialogue: 0,0:00:25.08,0:00:28.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to follow the same trusted paths Dialogue: 0,0:00:28.20,0:00:31.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,what?! how do we ever by end to that myth Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.79,0:00:34.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,since we have been young we have Dialogue: 0,0:00:34.13,0:00:37.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,been indacturated to follow a prescribe formuler Dialogue: 0,0:00:37.03,0:00:38.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have to get degree Dialogue: 0,0:00:38.26,0:00:39.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to get the best job that you can Dialogue: 0,0:00:39.54,0:00:40.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the white picked fans Dialogue: 0,0:00:40.76,0:00:41.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the big screen tv Dialogue: 0,0:00:41.89,0:00:42.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,2.5 kids Dialogue: 0,0:00:42.88,0:00:45.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the bape, the boat, the box, the job, the 6 figures Dialogue: 0,0:00:45.44,0:00:49.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,work for 40-50 years and then retire Dialogue: 0,0:00:49.94,0:00:52.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I did all of the things that were expected of me Dialogue: 0,0:00:52.67,0:00:56.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that the expends my dreams Dialogue: 0,0:00:56.63,0:00:58.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,every monday i would walk on the beach Dialogue: 0,0:00:58.14,0:00:59.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and put my ipod in Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.31,0:01:02.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and just wonder what was wrong with me Dialogue: 0,0:01:02.14,0:01:04.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I got it like I look up at the beach Dialogue: 0,0:01:04.55,0:01:08.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i have a great job, all this money, I'm so lucky right now Dialogue: 0,0:01:08.20,0:01:10.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and yet I'm freaking miserable Dialogue: 0,0:01:10.68,0:01:12.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and i was on a run 3 to 4 days a week Dialogue: 0,0:01:12.79,0:01:16.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and i just remember thinking I didn't sign up to be a single parent Dialogue: 0,0:01:16.72,0:01:21.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,every single day i would come home and i would tell about --- like Dialogue: 0,0:01:21.26,0:01:25.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I cannot do this anymore, I cannot do this, I can't do this anymore Dialogue: 0,0:01:25.96,0:01:29.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you climb the ladder and you get to the top and realise you haven't Dialogue: 0,0:01:29.21,0:01:30.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,against the wrong wall Dialogue: 0,0:01:30.83,0:01:32.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i didn't even know what the right wall was Dialogue: 0,0:01:32.86,0:01:39.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I'm 32 and I feel like that I should have that figured out Dialogue: 0,0:01:39.80,0:01:44.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,people do this kind of quiet desperation they wish things were different Dialogue: 0,0:01:44.66,0:01:49.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they need life to shake them and they wake the {\b1}*{\b0} up Dialogue: 0,0:01:49.32,0:01:51.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this is not the way you have got to live Dialogue: 0,0:01:51.56,0:02:02.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,there is something better out there Dialogue: 0,0:02:02.34,0:02:06.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it's only when you start making choices for yourself Dialogue: 0,0:02:06.16,0:02:08.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that you have been lived your own dream Dialogue: 0,0:02:08.99,0:02:16.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,instead of the american dream Dialogue: 0,0:02:16.37,0:02:24.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I ---- but I would not know what it would be like if this happenned Dialogue: 0,0:02:24.71,0:02:34.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i don't know what's around the corner for me Dialogue: 0,0:02:34.29,9:59:59.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i have never been ?? and not knowing