[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:15.82,0:00:19.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So you are here and I am here, spending our time as we must. Dialogue: 0,0:00:19.53,0:00:20.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Sound of heartbeats, in the background.] Dialogue: 0,0:00:20.45,0:00:23.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am trying not to spend this time as I spend most of my time, Dialogue: 0,0:00:23.84,0:00:25.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,trying to get you to like me. Dialogue: 0,0:00:25.26,0:00:26.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Laughter.] Dialogue: 0,0:00:26.07,0:00:28.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Trying to control your thoughts, to use my voodoo Dialogue: 0,0:00:28.32,0:00:31.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,at the speed of light, the speed of sound, at the speed of thought. Dialogue: 0,0:00:31.55,0:00:34.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is an ancient pattern of time usage for me Dialogue: 0,0:00:34.89,0:00:39.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I am trying to move deeper, hoping to be helpful. Dialogue: 0,0:00:40.79,0:00:43.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This pattern of time usage paints over an ancient wound Dialogue: 0,0:00:43.47,0:00:45.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and paints it with bright colours. Dialogue: 0,0:00:45.14,0:00:46.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's a sleight of hand, a distraction, Dialogue: 0,0:00:46.66,0:00:50.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so to attempt to change the pattern, let me expose the wound. Dialogue: 0,0:00:52.02,0:00:53.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I do know that it is old. Dialogue: 0,0:00:53.92,0:00:56.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I do know that it is a hole in my being. Dialogue: 0,0:00:56.16,0:00:58.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I do know it is tender. Dialogue: 0,0:00:58.13,0:01:01.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I do believe that it is unknowable, or at least, inarticulable. Dialogue: 0,0:01:03.16,0:01:04.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I do believe you have a wound, too. Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.09,0:01:07.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I do believe it is both specific to you Dialogue: 0,0:01:07.25,0:01:09.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and common to everyone. Dialogue: 0,0:01:10.34,0:01:13.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I do believe it is the thing about you that must be hidden and protected. Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.82,0:01:17.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is the thing that is tap-danced over, five shows a day. Dialogue: 0,0:01:17.67,0:01:20.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is the thing that won't be interesting to other people if revealed. Dialogue: 0,0:01:20.65,0:01:23.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is the thing that makes you weak and pathetic. Dialogue: 0,0:01:23.33,0:01:29.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is the thing that truly, truly, truly makes loving you impossible. Dialogue: 0,0:01:32.64,0:01:35.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is your secret, even from yourself, Dialogue: 0,0:01:35.64,0:01:39.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but it is the thing that wants to live. Dialogue: 0,0:01:41.78,0:01:44.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is the thing from which your art, your painting, your dance, Dialogue: 0,0:01:44.60,0:01:52.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your composition, your philosophical treatise, your screenplay, is born. Dialogue: 0,0:01:57.37,0:02:00.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,People all over the world spend countless hours Dialogue: 0,0:02:00.01,0:02:02.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of their lives every week being fed entertainment Dialogue: 0,0:02:02.44,0:02:06.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in the forms of movies, TV shows, newspapers, YouTube videos, the internet Dialogue: 0,0:02:06.37,0:02:10.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it's ludicrous to believe this stuff doesn't alter our brains. Dialogue: 0,0:02:11.05,0:02:14.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And it's also equally ludicrous to believe that, at the very least, Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.77,0:02:20.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this mass distraction and manipulation is not convenient for the people who are in charge. Dialogue: 0,0:02:20.94,0:02:22.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,People are starving. Dialogue: 0,0:02:22.62,0:02:25.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They may not know it, because they are being fed mass-produced garbage. Dialogue: 0,0:02:25.89,0:02:27.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The packaging is colourful and it's loud, Dialogue: 0,0:02:28.55,0:02:32.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but it's being produced in the same factories that make Pop Tarts and iPads, Dialogue: 0,0:02:32.58,0:02:37.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,by people sitting around thinking, "What can we do to get people to buy more of these?" Dialogue: 0,0:02:37.46,0:02:41.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And they're very good at their jobs, but that's what it is you're getting, Dialogue: 0,0:02:41.55,0:02:43.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because that's what they're making. Dialogue: 0,0:02:43.44,0:02:45.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They're selling you something. Dialogue: 0,0:02:45.11,0:02:47.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the world is built on this, now. Dialogue: 0,0:02:47.55,0:02:50.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Politics and government are built on this. Dialogue: 0,0:02:50.39,0:02:52.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Corporations are built on this. Dialogue: 0,0:02:52.24,0:02:54.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Interpersonal relationships are built on this. Dialogue: 0,0:02:54.20,0:03:00.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And we're starving, all of us, and we're killing each other, and we're hating each other, Dialogue: 0,0:03:01.13,0:03:03.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and we're calling each other liars and evil, Dialogue: 0,0:03:03.47,0:03:06.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because it's all become marketing and we want to win, Dialogue: 0,0:03:06.04,0:03:10.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because we're lonely and empty and scared and we're led to believe winning will change all that. Dialogue: 0,0:03:11.12,0:03:15.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Sounds of fight announcer, crowd, from television] Dialogue: 0,0:03:16.89,0:03:18.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The world is very scary now. Dialogue: 0,0:03:19.85,0:03:24.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It always has been, but something grotesque and specific to our time is blanketing us. Dialogue: 0,0:03:24.65,0:03:27.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We need to see that it is not reality. Dialogue: 0,0:03:27.18,0:03:28.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It is a choice we are making, Dialogue: 0,0:03:28.47,0:03:32.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or allowing other people to make for us. Dialogue: 0,0:03:37.54,0:03:39.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Don't allow yourself to be tricked into thinking Dialogue: 0,0:03:39.71,0:03:42.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that the way things are is the way the world must work. Dialogue: 0,0:03:43.30,0:03:45.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Heartbeats begin again.] Dialogue: 0,0:03:45.52,0:03:51.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What I'd like to express is the notion that by being honest, thoughtful, and aware of the existence of other living beings, Dialogue: 0,0:03:51.13,0:03:54.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a change can begin to happen in how we think of ourselves and the world, Dialogue: 0,0:03:54.64,0:03:56.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and ourselves in the world. Dialogue: 0,0:03:56.43,0:03:59.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We are not the passive audience for this big, messed up power play. Dialogue: 0,0:04:00.13,0:04:01.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We don't have to be. Dialogue: 0,0:04:01.76,0:04:03.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We can say who we are. Dialogue: 0,0:04:03.15,0:04:05.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We can assert our right to existence. Dialogue: 0,0:04:05.26,0:04:06.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We can say to the bullies and con men, Dialogue: 0,0:04:06.92,0:04:10.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the people who try to shame us and embarrass us, flatter us, Dialogue: 0,0:04:10.34,0:04:14.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to the people who have no compunction about lying to us to get our money and our allegience, Dialogue: 0,0:04:14.92,0:04:18.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that we are thinking, really thinking, about who we are Dialogue: 0,0:04:18.38,0:04:25.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and we will express ourselves and with this, other people won't feel so alone. Dialogue: 0,0:04:27.63,0:04:31.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I want to tell you that I have a hope that there is another way to be in this world Dialogue: 0,0:04:31.44,0:04:33.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that I believe with courage and vulnerability and honesty, Dialogue: 0,0:04:33.94,0:04:39.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that the stuff we put into the world can serve a better purpose. Dialogue: 0,0:04:41.14,0:04:43.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What I have to offer is me. Dialogue: 0,0:04:43.07,0:04:45.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,What you have to offer is you. Dialogue: 0,0:04:45.82,0:04:48.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Crowd sounds, cheering.]