My name is Jo.

I only can only undergo all that have faced me

without knowing, what will happen

and what would i face

so pity

in time when i should have laugh

time when i must have been happy

but still i'm looking...

to find who the real me

and questions

who am i?

who is hiding behind a smile from bad days

that shadowing real life

but who am i?

who close one self from full desperate laugh

who can't only pretend to be happy with scars inside

who laugh in a dilemma

who can only closes they eyes from real stories

who doesn't know sad words

i raised a continuous questions

about the reality and dreaming which struggle in one's chest

who am i?

who can only answer questions from world that rear scars in laugh

maybe the words tired

sometimes i said

because

this journey is still quiet far

so long

and i'm not allowed to be tired

to find who is the real me

which way that i have to choose

where i should go

to the time

i met my friend

only one word they will give

destroy, knock down the big wall that been shackle the soul

tell this to the world

that you can!