My name is Jo

I only can only undergo all that I've faced

Without knowing what will happen

And what I would face

It's a shame

That at a time when I should be laughing

A time when I must be happy

But still I'm searching...

To find who the real 'me' is

And I question

Who am I?

Who is hiding behind a smile from bad days?

That shadows real life

But who am I?

Who closes ones self from full, desperate laughter?

Who can only pretend to be happy with scars inside?

Who laughs in a dilemma?

Who can only close their eyes from reality

Who doesn't know sad words?

I raised questions continuously

About the reality and dreams which struggle in one's chest

Who am I?

Who can only answer questions from a world that scars in laughter?

Maybe the words are tired

I said sometimes

Because

This journey is still quite far

So long

And I'm not allowed to be tired

To find who the real 'me' is

Which way I have to choose

Where I should go

During the time

I meet my friends

They speak only one word

Destroy, knock down the big wall that is shackling the soul

Say to the world

That you can!