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My name is John Alejandro and I am schizofrenic,

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I'm not attractive at all, not photogenic either

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My best friend is a clawn who gives me some advices

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He's got eyes of a frog and he lives inside my ear

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He talks too much and sometimes he bothers himself

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And when I ask him anything, he almost never answers me back

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But he can give his life for me and I give my life for him

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We know that there exists a disparity

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around our circle/neighborhood

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People think that I am sick

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Just because I go running round the city with my notebook beside

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talking to dogs, wearing short pants and some cowboy's boots

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With an umbrella in my hand and a bullfighter's hat in my head

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But I'm not completely sick, I (can) talk to people too

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I tell them lots of lies just to game/trick with their minds

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I like to tell them bad directions for the path/place they're looking for

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in order that they get always late to the place they need to go

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I walk beside two fairy godmothers flying high with them

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and carrying with me serynges filled with vitamins and morphinas

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until my veins get all flooded

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Then I pass by people, making funny faces to them and they get confused

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Perdon me if I am laughing too much

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It's just that my mother has died yesterday and I got fired out my job

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I owe 6 months rent and there's not any cent in my wallet

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and I don't have been taking some bath since Octuber last year

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I've got many scars throughout my body

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also deep cuts and first grade burns in my skinn

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But nothing of this is serious, nothing is delicate

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It's just that I never care about them because I pass my day anesthetized

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I love to walk all alone because, that way, I'm allowed to talk to the wind

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I have never had sex with a nun inside a convent

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All is alright even if I know I can explode

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suddenly as a mine from the Second World War

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I am psychomaniac and antisocial

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Right after I greet you I wash my hands with antibacterial soap

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I am a mental patient, I confess

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But you don't have the right of looking down on me

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and treating me with rejection

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Come on, get closer, I won't do anything to you

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These stains in my t-shirt that look like blood is actually tomato sauce spilled on it

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Come on, dear friend, get closer, the scissors I have here are for

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working in the garden

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I am a serial killer, like those in T.V. series

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I collect dead people behind my door

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For staving off my hunger, I have cereal moistened in blood for breakfest

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I have no family anymore, because I killed my family

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Sometimes the doctors come see me

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dressed up as ghosts, trying to cheer me up

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I suffer from several disturbs, yesterday I put my cat into the oven

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And I've been wearing its tail as an adornment on my neck

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When the crisis come, I start sweating sodium out my body

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And I scream out loud in order to take out the hate inside of me

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I also fear the shadows

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and because of them, I dare not to go to the bathroom

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and I wet myself over the carpet

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But this is normal, because I'm just 13 year old

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However, I ride my bicycle, and don't talk to strangers

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But if I don't take my medicines along the year

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then I dream of wounding you everyday

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To mince you into pieces using those scissors I told you before

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and to put the pieces of you into plastic sacks and to save them into the fridge

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Don't get frightened about me, I took my medicines today

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I'm in good humor, feeling quite happy and I'm feeling willing

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I know my face is looking a bit serious but I am happy

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I'm going to play with my friends in the cemetery

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By the way, I'm in love with one of those friends

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One year ago she died suddenly without leaving traces and witness

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She is a beautiful girl with a violet coloured face

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And every night she goes with me riding bicycle

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She can't talk because she is deaf and dumb

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And so, people think that I'm talking by myself and they think

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I'm needing help

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I am a serial killer, like those in T.V. series

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I collect dead people behind my door.

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For staving off my hunger, I have cereal moistened in blood for breakfest

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I have no family anymore, because I killed my family